Jeez, how are you really coping? It's one thing to express what's happening on the internet, but the reality of it's another.This sucks this kind of shit. I'm lucky I have parents who really couldn't care less.LOL I don't think he wants to kill me..
I think he wants to disown me though..
Yes I have spoken to my dad, thank gods he didn't physically abuse me yet!
Phew...
I'm gonna keep it in some more, once I can move out, I'm probably going to move out..
Don't worry about your dad. HE is the one that needs to change! You should probably talk to some professionals, like the helpline you posted. Don't ever give up, I promise you in the end everything will be fine. Don't ever let the bad times cloud your judgement. You clearly seem like a good person, and in the end that's all that matters. If you need someone to talk to you can always PM me if you like.