Evansy
Member
well i took all your peoples advice, we went to blink, thingas didnt go to the way i planed it but yeah it was still cool, i have tired tlaking to her i have tired everything,
but she keeps saying, 'i told you last time, if we broke up again that would be it' and she wont change her mind, despite how hard i beg for her. ( im really sad) i really love this girl and i have been trying to hardest, but nothing seems to work. i dont know if i should just let go, despite me loving her with everything i got, or what. everyhting is just getting to me, im like soo depressed at school, im going crazy, i cant even study for a damn test. my whole life is wasting away, it would be ok if i had some friends who would go out once and a while but she was my best friend ( now its getting really sad) she was everything, we would do everything together and now i dont have her i cant even get through a weekend im that bored. i dont know anymore, i dont know how much i can take of it. sometimes i just want to just get in my car and drive away from eveyrhting and forget abuot eveyrhting and just hide for the rest of my life, but yeah im a sad and lonely person!
but she keeps saying, 'i told you last time, if we broke up again that would be it' and she wont change her mind, despite how hard i beg for her. ( im really sad) i really love this girl and i have been trying to hardest, but nothing seems to work. i dont know if i should just let go, despite me loving her with everything i got, or what. everyhting is just getting to me, im like soo depressed at school, im going crazy, i cant even study for a damn test. my whole life is wasting away, it would be ok if i had some friends who would go out once and a while but she was my best friend ( now its getting really sad) she was everything, we would do everything together and now i dont have her i cant even get through a weekend im that bored. i dont know anymore, i dont know how much i can take of it. sometimes i just want to just get in my car and drive away from eveyrhting and forget abuot eveyrhting and just hide for the rest of my life, but yeah im a sad and lonely person!