Fear of relationships (1 Viewer)

[bubz :D]

i understand how nancy feels because i've been through quite a similar situation.

i enver thought i'd get over it either, and i told everyone pfftt time does NOT solve anything... but it did. the process hurts, but it'll eventually happen

asy - yeah i know ay... i'm with nancy, i'm turning gay

 

[AsyLum]

Wonder 'Bout
Everyday, everyday, everday,

Late at night, I think about you sometimes,
I don't cry, I wonder if you're alright,
Late at night, I think about you sometimes,
Wonder why, I wonder if you're alright,

Thinkin' of the love we made
Round and round,
Down and down,
Now you're back again,
Confusin' true love and pain,
Threw it down,
Now I'm back on my feet again,

Are you asleep?
Or are you still afraid of the dark?
Hugs 'n Kisses, pictures, and romances,
Things that I wish I could do without,


How many nights did I wonder in the dark?
Counting secrets of my heart,
Now and then, I wonder 'bout,
Who's sleazing, sleeping with you now?
How many times did I kiss you in the dark?
Watching memories depart,
Then again, I wonder 'bout,
But I don't give a damn about you.


Say goodbye, the pleasure really’s all mine
Keep in mind, I think about you some times,
I'm alright, I think about you when...
Turn this light into a singer's delight,
Living in a house of pain,
Ran away and I'm glad that I ran away
Rather be out in the rain,
Now I understand why my momma ran away.

No use asking,
When did I start acting like such a jerk
Washing dishes, birthday wishes, watching baseball matches,
The other future that I wonder 'bout.

So many things I wish I didn’t wonder ‘bout
How many nights did I wonder in the dark
Counting secrets of my heart,
Now and then, I wonder 'bout,
Who's sleazing, sleeping with you now?
How many times did I kiss you in the dark?
Watching memories depart,
Then again, I wonder
But I betcha, I betcha
don't give a damn about


How many nights did I wonder in the dark,
Counting secrets of my heart,
Now and then, I wonder 'bout,
Who's sleazing, sleeping with you now?
How many times did I kiss you in the dark?
Watching memories depart,
Then again, I wonder 'bout,
But I don't give a damn about you.

Everyday, everyday,


How many nights did I wonder in the dark,
Counting secrets of my heart,
Now and then, I wonder 'bout,
Who's sleazing, sleeping with you now?
How many times did I kiss you in the dark?
Watching memories depart,
Then again, I wonder 'bout,
But I don't give a damn about you.

i like this song and reminded me a lot of people in here

lundy: *huggles* there there relationships are double edged swords

great when theyre working
bastards when they fuck us over

 

[Lundy]

What makes us all even more pathetic is that we cry about it on an hsc messageboard.

 

[AsyLum]

better here than a maths forum

 

[Lundy]

But if I had been on a math forum they could have told me ahead of time that it wouldn't work by means of some complicated mathematical equation.

 

[thejosiekiller]

bipolar...do you mean as in depression? or you mean as in fight club, with tyler and the unnamed guy...reminds me of the major work I read the other day....pieces of me? who wrote that? ....split personality disorder I think that would be.

nah from my understanding u dont have a split personality- u have a split emotional state

u can be very depressed

and very hyper/happy sometimes

u dont have control over them

serious medication

 

[babydoll_]

WTF is with me?? I hate him and love him at the same freakin' time!!!! Argh it's driving me insane!!!

join the club Lundy

What makes us all even more pathetic is that we cry about it on an hsc messageboard.

meh i dont care

 

[Jago]

ever thought about an open relationship?

 

[thejosiekiller]

that makes me think

who here has had an open relationship- ie not 1 where u r honest with each other, but 1 where u both see other ppl too?

i dont understand how ppl get involved in those "open" type situations- why bother having a partner at all

 

[Jago]

getting with them occasionally when bored i guess...i never find the "right" type of women

 

[AsyLum]

that makes me think

who here has had an open relationship- ie not 1 where u r honest with each other, but 1 where u both see other ppl too?

i dont understand how ppl get involved in those "open" type situations- why bother having a partner at all

its this liberalism and moral degradation

 

[Lundy]

I am waaaayyy too jealous and possessive to ever consider an open relationship

 

[thejosiekiller]

its this liberalism and moral degradation

decadence is pitiful ey?

but have u ever heard how casual these ppl r when they talk about it- really weird.

 

[Jago]

if it's a girl i actually like, i wouldn't like to be in a open relationship either...

 

[AsyLum]

relationship in that sense isnt one anymore, its a fuckbuddy

 

[Ziff]

So?

Explain what's really wrong with it. Here's the kicker, don't bring economics into it.

 

[SKA]

yes i have had a fear of relationships my whole life untill i met my bf... now i fear loosing him :'(

 

[pinkblinkbarbie]

yeh i really fear loosing my bf too.
i thought about havinf a fear of relationships...but if i did id probably be a slut....i mean like if i wasnt grounded id have a lot of flings..and im sure most people do/would. its kinda what a lot of people do who are relationship phobic..no offence to anyone here who isnt like that...its just that some people are like that and im glad im not cause everyone would hate me cause id sleep with everyone

 

[Frigid]

I am waaaayyy too jealous and possessive to ever consider an open relationship

amen to that lundy... ohh and i'm frigid too so pfft to relationships