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I want, more than anything, to be free-spirited.

In order for this to happen, I must feel alone under all circumstances and that everything that happens to me, no matter how technically repetitive, feels new due to a clear vision unblocked by ego.
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With the determination to complete a drawing project as a responsibility regardless of how I feel, I’ll at least experience what it’s like to draw and develop a personal relationship with it once again, so long as I don’t make the same mistake I made in college again where I didn’t look at things with clear eyes and let my ego get in the way of the purity of the experience.
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My major requirement is to not get comfortable while doing a discipline, because if I’m distracting myself from the pain of low dopamine levels with something like music as per usual, then I’m just dissociating once more, making two of the three major habits to posses me, which would probably naturally lead to the third one happening also as a consequence.
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Anything I can do to make my mind quiet, the better, but I’m going to make sure I can do so through my own efforts alone.

If I can’t save myself, let alone my family which I want to help as well, then how can I possibly hope to achieve to be the one to save the world?
i cant wait for english to be over. i hate eng adv. after the 16th of oct i'll never have to see shakespeare or get asked some dumb ahh question. until then im suffering quietly.
guys i hope you will still recognise me i’m about to change my pfp… remember me….. 😶🌫
katiekms
katiekms
idk how to feel.. what do you think of daria
@Trebla Could you kindly clarify the reasons for VeiloftheVoid's ban? They haven't engaged in doxxing or similar misconduct. The rationale behind the decision is unclear to me, and the BOS community seeks clarification.
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Trebla
Trebla
It would be inappropriate for me to publicly reveal the details of a user's disciplinary action (particularly at the demand of another user), without any indication on whether they themselves want to have such a public discussion about it. All I can say is that the one day ban has already expired. It is up to them (and no one else) whether or not they want to discuss it further with the broader community.
Hi, why was veil banned? Veil only tried to protect and make the rest of the BOS community comfortable..
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