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I’ve been feeling like I’m living in the midst of a war for a while, which I have been doing intentionally to see if I can overcome the greatest form of malevolence.
It’s the most anxious I’ve ever lived, but I’m adapting quickly.
From the perspective of someone who is at war, I realise that my enemies, when I place them as capable as I can imagine, work their best to make themselves as efficient as possible, not wasting a single moment when preparing to face me and the people I care about.
These enemies limit their sleep, and when there is an operation in the works, they will miss days of sleep just in order to make sure that they win.
If they don’t win, then their vision won’t come true, because they too think of my side as a force that does the same.
However, I’m not doing the same.
I’m going to lose, and I have to catch up to the enemy, if I don’t my vision won’t come true.
They want to win in order to have their side become the ultimate power, but I want my side to win in order to have a normal life - to be free.
As I wait for my freedom, I try to find ways on how to not be touched by the malevolence of the terrible situation I believe myself to be in, and not only regain my humanity, but also solidify it.
It’s the most anxious I’ve ever lived, but I’m adapting quickly.
From the perspective of someone who is at war, I realise that my enemies, when I place them as capable as I can imagine, work their best to make themselves as efficient as possible, not wasting a single moment when preparing to face me and the people I care about.
These enemies limit their sleep, and when there is an operation in the works, they will miss days of sleep just in order to make sure that they win.
If they don’t win, then their vision won’t come true, because they too think of my side as a force that does the same.
However, I’m not doing the same.
I’m going to lose, and I have to catch up to the enemy, if I don’t my vision won’t come true.
They want to win in order to have their side become the ultimate power, but I want my side to win in order to have a normal life - to be free.
As I wait for my freedom, I try to find ways on how to not be touched by the malevolence of the terrible situation I believe myself to be in, and not only regain my humanity, but also solidify it.