Bored Of Studies

The highest form of faith is achieved through the perspective of having a genuine relationship, a sense of union, with this view of existence.
The highest form of faith is belief, for it is trust in one’s ideals being a fact that can bring about the metamorphosis of a person’s pure observational state, into becoming that of a person with their own backstory, purpose, and destiny.

I have been a mirror, one without a personality of my own, and would just reflect everyone else by playing the part of a copycat.
Analysing, reckoning and calculating.
I saw the core of nature that generates the symptoms, the patterns, of psychology.
Everything is graceful, anything can be a chosen one moment, and all of which can lead to a vision.

I have seen all perspectives, all visions.

And so, what am I now?
Where do my preferences lie?
What do I believe in?
What do I believe myself to be, as well as my view of existence?
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I don’t know, but I do find inspiration in all sorts of things, as I have mentioned already about grace.

I have been watching Steins;Gate recently.
Perhaps I too have been chosen?
In the end, it’s up to me to decide who my chooser shall be, to be willing to become the chosen one.

I’ve also been trying to get into Linux, as well as the Rust programming language for the sake of exploring the things that excite me most atm; computers.
On top of that, in my free time, I have started working on a side project to make a video game I came up with with people on discord, so that’s been nice.