Bored Of Studies

Hey man I'm good. Don't worry I'm still alive! I check here occasionally but there's not much worthwhile responding back to - waiting for a thread along the lines of "BOS meetup 2023"

You good yourself?

I’m great! Never better. I’ve been eagerly awaiting for BOS meetup 2023 myself since I’d like to actually hang out with everyone again.
As for other things that I’ve been enjoying in the mean time, I’ve been mostly daydreaming and writing stories in order to decode human nature, and I think I’ve gotten it all figured out with the exception of what I’m trying to figure out right now, (too large to get into here).

As for real world stuff, I guess I’ve sort of fallen in-love with anime again.
(But I say ‘sort of’, because I can get easily distracted in terms of the things I enjoy, so it’s sort of like I have to forcefully rediscover my love for things every time I have a break from them.)

Lastly, in order to make sure I’m not distracted, I’m currently doing the meditative practice where I have to pay attention to the things I want to care about, and then naturally my attention to other things will lower as a result.

The longer I hold my attention towards things I want to care about, the longer I can care about them on autopilot, since that’s how karma (another thing that would take time explaining) works.
Don’t worry, I don’t plan to talk your ear off with self improvement during the meet up or any other time, I just want to have a good time in general.

“Don’t pay attention to your inability to pay attention.”, lol, unironically the best thing I ever said accidentally.

Ok, I just figured out the exception that i previously mentioned in regards to human nature.
(It’s 3:02AM and I have to go to a wedding at 10AM, help.)

Nah it’s all good bro, it’s great you’re talking about things you're doing to improve yourself. A lot of people struggle to open up about these sort of matters so keep at it. Might help someone else as well.

I do get that anime comment though, I too get distracted really easily from hobbies in favour of other things. Regaining a love for those hobbies again then tends to take a while, but you have to commit yourself to it I guess.