Once I killed a girls dog and let it bleed in the front yard, when she found it I stayed by her window and hid in the bushes all night, the sobbing was soothing.
The "war crimes" claims have now been definitively demolished by none other than Danny Zamir himself- the man who brought the soldiers' accounts to Haaretz- in his Jerusalem Post editorial:
They are a loose collective of displaced, interbred Arabs. Jordanians and Ottomans. Palestinians don't exist.
Update: BBC NEWS - Gaza soldier accounts 'false' and 'hearsay'
Shoddy hearsay journalism by Haaretz.
In your heart you know it's already over, and BoS is a last ditch effort to get some advice from randoms. Stop holding on to it, move on and remember the good times.