You must have not a lot of money or friends if you are on an online forum for teenagers. Is it humiliating? Please check yourself back into the mental hospital your parebts are worried and stop being a pathetic person. Maybe go for a run and volunteer, it may transform your small world view.
I know you will never experience true love with a women. You are an empty husk and although you may think this is an online persona it still resonates with your soul and inner workings of your mental state. I understand you must be suffering from some form of lack of attention as a child or...
what does it mean if your English teacher gives you a massive stimulus like an interview and then a imaginative piece and then a poem why is it so chunky like 6 pages ..... love her tho shes doing the best for us and wants us to succeed unlike my bio teacher.....